I am on a whining streak of note. I can barely stand to be around myself. I hate that I have to go through all this nonsense, injections, HIV tests and just everything to do with fertility treatments. I $%$#%^$%^ just hate it.
I hate that people ask me if I’m excited about a kid that is on her way because how the $#%$%$ should I be excited? Do you see me pregnant?
Here is your answer. If you don’t see it, you don’t feel it and it lives 800km on the other side of the country… how the $#%$%^$% do you think I should get excited when I’m here still going through fertility treatments!?!?
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I’ve read through your entire infertility process blogs. It was really heart wrenching to read and I can’t imagine what it must be like. I think you are a strong person. I think it’s really upsetting that you can’t even get excited for this new addition to your family because of the circumstances. I can’t even imagine it. I wish you all the best and I hope that all goes well with you!
Thank you Lindsey
I hope by telling my story more women distrust their gynecologists and don’t end up in my situation…and that others going through this know that even if it is the worst thing that could happen to you, something good may come out of it
I have a friend who had to go through something similar. You have to put yourself first and take care of yourself above else. All the best.